I miss you.
You’ve been gone
two years now. Since you left me I’ve
tried to be as brave and strong as you were but there are times when I
fail. I’m sorry for that. Feels like I’m not honoring your memory as I
should. I will do better. For you.
I always
believed that magic draws magic. Oh yes,
I am magic. Definitely. But not like
you. You were, without exception, the most magical,
mystical creature ever! You still
are. I know you gathered the kitties
that came before you and crafted the fae Teague just for me. He has traits from each of you. Never fails to make me smile when he reveals
another one. And how else would he have
gotten to the right person to get him to me without your help?
Kya was sitting
with me this morning. I can tell she
misses you too. None of the boys snuggle
with her like you used to. They pick on
her instead. Can you whisper to them
please and get them to stop that? As you
know, she’s a very sweet girl who just wants cuddling.
With everything
going on now I wish you were still here in person but I know you’re watching
over me. You’ll take care of me same you
always have.
It just hurts
today, you know? Five years wasn't enough.
I love you,
Beau. Always will. See you in my dreams…