Monday, August 31, 2009

Stuff

My brother called the other day. When I answered the phone he not only identified himself by his full name but also as my brother. I had to fight really hard not to laugh. We don’t speak. Ever. But we do see each other at family functions a handful of times a year so I do recall his existence when I encounter him. I was so proud of myself for resisting the temptation to say “Who?”

While I was out and about over the weekend I noticed some trees that were starting to turn colors. Yay! I see that as a very good sign. I woke up this morning with the covers up to my nose and all the kitties in bed. Highly unusual especially since they weren’t attempting to kill each other. I think their toes were chilly. Kya’s turned out to be a morning snuggle bug. Cool. I’ll take waking up to soft purring any day rather than annoying alarm clock. Now to determine if she can tell time or not. My original cat, Taz could. I used to ask him to wake me at a certain time and he would. He was so consistent that I stopped setting the alarm clock altogether. I think it was because he hated the noise the alarm made too.

Today’s the first day of school for many local kids. I always used to love going back to school. I was one of the “good” kids which to me meant seeing how much I could get away with before someone realized it was me. Let’s just say it was a helluva lot and leave it at that, shall we? Yeah, it was a well-met challenge and I had a tremendous amount of fun. Never got caught either since I sat back and laughed while feigning all innocence and never told a soul I was involved in any way.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Mission Accomplished


I went to the laundromat today. Never did that before. Yesterday I asked someone how it worked and how much money I would need. I felt dumb but better to ask a friend who laughs at me in a good natured way than go off and be an idiot in public.

So now I have fluffy towels again and the sheets I like best back on the bed. Overall, it wasn’t awful. But it is going to get old really fast. I may have to get me one of those mini netbooks to entertain myself with while I sit there. It was packed but as far as people-watching goes it was a rather bland bunch.

Maybe I need a different laundromat. Maybe I’ll go to a new one every week until I find the one with the most interesting crowd. Nah, I still like my original thought of moving to a new place where a dryer will fit instead.

I went for a walk yesterday and came across some fence posts in the middle of nowhere. It made no sense at all for them to be where they were. Three in a row with no evidence of there ever being more. I wonder if they were put there intentionally to make people like me wonder.

On my way home I spied some really awesome graffiti on the side of some boxcars. I tell you, that’s the way to go. It’s not defacing anything so no one should complain about it and it has the potential of being seen by many. Here’s just one of the cars.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

The Saga Continues


I’ve been sentenced to dryer hell.

Today’s set of delivery men was much better than yesterday’s. They measured and measured and mumbled and said no way but tried anyway. No, doesn’t fit even after my little demolition project of yesterday. But they were very helpful and told me what I needed to tell the store.

Unfortunately the folks at the store had no clue what the delivery guys were talking about. They insist it doesn’t exist. So, after being assured I would be credited the full amount for the dryer that didn’t fit by the warehouse people (which I don’t believe for a second), I wandered off to Home Depot because it was nearby. No luck.

Off to a fancy, full-priced appliance store. A very nice man with tremendous patience looked through every manufacturer there is and guess what. There is no gas dryer in existence that will fit down my steps. Electric, yes, but I’d need to hire an electrician to run a 220 line. Um, that’s not really feasible this week.

On to plan B. I think I’ll move to the beach and let the next people who live in my house deal with it. Seriously, this could be the last straw that gives me the push I need to get out of here. Stay tuned…

Friday, August 28, 2009

Not My Day

Nope, not at all. So tempted to just walk out on my life today I can taste the salt air.

The new dryer was to be delivered today. It was. It's currently sitting in my dining room. Fat lot of good it'll do me there. The guys who brought it, late of course, wouldn't even try to take it down the steps. I still maintain it would have fit just fine if they'd have just manned up and lifted it a little but no, I ended up doing some demolition work on something my ex added instead. Something that had absolutely no purpose other than to piss me off every time I looked at it. So yeah, demolishing it wasn't at all a bad thing. But now there's the annoyance factor of having to waste all day tomorrow waiting for them to come back. Grr. Just not my day.

On a much better note, my friend Regina Carlysle has a book releasing today. Ringo's Ride which is the third in her High Plains Shifter series. If you haven't read the first two you don't know what you're missing.

Blurb - Rayne dreamed of the day Ringo would claim her as his mate, changing her into the lycan she is meant to be. One touch from his hands burns her with a flame hot enough to scorch the Texas plains. But the moody lycan has made it clear he doesn’t want her. That’s just too damn bad! The sexy Latino lycan belongs to her and she aims to claim him, no matter what it takes.

Ringo hides the pain of his tortured past behind a menacing sneer. Learning that Rayne is meant to be his mate is unwelcome news. She deserves better than to be saddled with a man with his checkered past. It isn’t until she is taken from him that he knows she is the only woman who can heal his battered soul.

Excerpt - Ringo Ramone raced through the hot Texas night as if someone had lit a fire under his ass. He dodged rocks and prickly cactus, ignoring the heat that singed the pads of his paws, too furious to notice. Rage beat at him until he practically shook with it. He sniffed the ground in an effort to pick up the trail of the rogue lycans who’d stolen his mate.

His mate!

Fuck!

He’d always suspected Rayne Poteet might be the one but he hadn’t wanted that. For years he’d watched her from a distance, drawn to her sweetness, her beauty. He’d slunk around in the shadows, fighting off the feelings that twisted tightly in his chest every time she so much as spoke to him. He wasn’t an emotional man and didn’t plan on changing for any she-wolf, not even Rayne. Besides, she was too good for the likes of him. He was a motherless son of a rat-bastard traitor and that’s all he’d ever be.

The huge black wolf stopped and panted. How much ground had he covered since leaving the ranch house to hunt down the men who’d taken her? Tonight they’d had a barbecue for the town of Cloverfield. It had been a happy time and, Lord knew, he’d seen too few of those in his many years. His alpha Joe McKinnon, and Quinn, the daughter of their former alpha, were celebrating their Consummation Ceremony when it all went down. Like a bunch of raving idiots, the males of the pack had been lured by rogue lycans to the south pasture while others had circled back to the ranch to steal away their unmated females.

Rayne!

She was his predestined mate. He hadn’t known it until tonight and then, in one instant of stupidity, she’d been taken before he’d had time to absorb it all. Spotting a grove of mesquite in the distance, he loped over, shifting as he ran. Naked, dripping with sweat, he leaned against the rough bark and closed his eyes. Ringo couldn’t help it. The look on her face tonight as the knowledge of their empathic connection, the proof they were a meant to be a mated pair, had gone through him like a blast from a flamethrower. Her pretty, sherry-colored eyes had gone wide as energy sizzled between them.

His cock thickened as he remembered.

Damn his horny ass!

This wasn’t the time.

Shifting back into his wolf, he took off again, scenting the air. Off in the distance, he spotted an old line shack at the edge of the ranch property. If worse came to worst, he could bring her to it. It was kept fully stocked with provisions.

Ringo continued on, running endlessly across the empty stretch of prairie. Suddenly, he spotted it. A low campfire was flickering in the predawn darkness, shooting up occasional sparks. Laughter. Male laughter. His heightened senses picked up the sound of Rayne’s breathing. It was accelerated.

A truck was parked at the very edge of the meager light and two naked men sat on the ground several yards from where Rayne lay, trussed up like a Christmas turkey. Her clothes were a mess and there were scratches on her legs. Her copper-colored hair was spread across the dusty ground like a pool of sunshine and he got a glimpse of her bare white belly and the tiny red panties she wore.

“What are we gonna do with her? Zavalos must be dead. He hasn’t shown up like he was supposed to.”

The other lycan stood and, planting his fists on his hips, stared across the fire at Rayne. Ringo lowered his body closer to the ground and moved slowly toward them, listening.

“Something went wrong. I feel it,” he said. “Let’s load her into the truck and head south. We can’t wait out here anymore. It’ll be morning soon.”

“Please. Let me go,” Rayne said.

Ringo’s heart thumped then sped in his chest at the sound of her voice. Just hearing it threatened to send him to his knees.

“Can’t do that, Red.” This from the man who was crouched before the fire. “Our pack is short on unmated females and you’ll have to come with us.”

“But I-I am,” she stammered. “I have a mate.”

The lycan who stood stalked toward her and, grabbing her shoulders, jerked her upright and slapped her. The crack of it shredded the quiet.

Red rage clouded Ringo’s mind. His fur bristled. They would die this night for trespassing on what was his. His snarl of outrage made his prey go still. With death and destruction on his mind, he leaped.

* * * * *

The first lycan had thrown her over his shoulder like a sack of potatoes and run with her into the night to where a truck waited. A second man had bound her hands and feet with duct tape and covered her mouth with it too. Callously they’d tossed her into the bed of the truck and driven off. She heard the cries of the McCafferty sisters and wanted to scream her outrage. They were just girls really, no older than seventeen. No doubt they were being handled in the same sickening manner. A second truck, carrying the girls, went in another direction.

Oh gods!

There was no way in hell she could help them.

Terrified, shaken beyond anything in her experience, she’d lain there as tears leaked from her eyes. All she could see was the smattering of stars overhead. All she could hear was the sound of the truck engine and the wind as it whistled by. Closing her eyes, she prayed for Ringo.

Yes, she was lycan but not yet fully in working order, so to speak. She’d yet to shift and only tonight had it been revealed that Ringo, the lanky, dark wolf with the blacker–than-sin eyes was hers.

Hers.

Finally. After all these years of hoping and praying that he was the one who would have an unbreakable psychic connection with her, the wish had come true. He would come for her. She knew it.

They’d barely touched tonight at the barbecue at the Wolf Creek Ranch. Big Joe McKinnon, the pack’s new alpha had taken Quinn, his newly consummated mate by the hand. Joy propelled Rayne to her feet as she took a step through the crowd and toward the bandstand where the couple had gone to make an announcement. Suddenly, she brushed against six foot four inches of steely-hard muscle. She smelled the familiar scent of clean, masculine cologne and stared into the black eyes that featured prominently in most of her dreams.

“Ringo,” she gasped as his hands reached out to steady her.

“Steady there, darlin’.”

He sucked in a breath and so did she. Their eyes connected and held.

Around her the world narrowed dramatically as a low buzz of energy zipped through her system. Instantly her panties were drenched and a ball of lust tightened low in her belly. Her first thought was to press her thighs together to soothe the harsh ache in her pussy. “Wha—”

“Fuck. No. This can’t be happening,” Ringo murmured huskily. He released her as if burned and shoved his fingers through his thick, black hair. His nostrils flared. His breath whipped in and out of his lungs as if he he’d run a race.

Rayne could do nothing but stare. Ringo’s eyes narrowed on her seconds before he grabbed her arm and ushered her toward the kitchen door of the house. His grip was strong but she didn’t mind. Even a simple touch from him set her on fire. In the distance she heard shouts of “Happy consummation” from the lycan population of Cloverfield, Texas. But then she heard nothing because Ringo led her through the door, pressed her against the wall and took her mouth with a hunger she’d never experienced before. Those lips, that to others might seem cruel, softened over hers and then he nipped her bottom lip. “This can’t be happening. It can’t be you.”

He regretted her. He didn’t want her.

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Thursday, August 27, 2009

Kreativ Blogging


I'm interrupting my regularly scheduled blog post yet again, today for silliness - I've received the Kreativ Blogger Award. Thank you to Danielle Thorne for thinking of me.

Because I've won, I get to post seven things you probably don't know about me and nominate seven new blogs of my choice.

7 Things You Never Knew (About Me):

1. My day job is at a halfway house for criminals with drug and alcohol issues.

2. I once dressed up in costume and walked into the English class where my mother was giving a quiz as the ghost of a character from the book they were reading. She pretended she didn’t know I was there as I wandered around, peeking over their shoulders and whispering to them.

3. My cats have always named themselves.

4. I don’t like green peas plain but I have to have them in beef stew and vegetable soup.

5. When I was a kid I collected feathers for my dad who used them when he tied fly fishing flies.

6. I had a really cool pen name picked out but decided not to use it just to upset my mother. It horrifies her to think her friends might discover what I write.

7. I have 18 different colors of Crocs.

Okay, now for my nominations:

1. Surfing the Meridian

2.
Kerri Anne’s Blog

3. Smut Girl

4.
Taking Romance to the Edge

5.
The Mystic Valley-Camelot Herald

6.
Molly’s Musings

7.
AJ Llewellyn’s Blog

Now, the rules are supposed to be:

1. Thank the person who nominated you for this award. (Thanks, Danielle!)

2. Copy the logo and place it on your blog.

3. Link the logo to the person who nominated you for this award.

4. Name 7 things about yourself that people might not know.

5. Nominate 7 Bloggers.

6. Post links to the 7 blogs you nominate.

7. Leave a comment on each of the blogs letting them know they have been nominated.

However, I am changing them. Yeah, always have had a bit of trouble following rules. Since I hate to put anyone on the spot, I’ve decided nominating anyone else is optional. I enjoy your blogs and hope everyone stops by to check them out. Pass on the Kreativ Blogger Award if you choose to. Tell us whatever you want about yourself, whether it’s seven things or seventeen. Just have fun please. We all need more of that.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Playing

It's my release day for Questing so I'm permitting myself to play. Therefore, you get a sample of my poetry. No, not the sad stuff. The other stuff. Mwahahaha!

Next?

If you are reading this
I must be dead
For it was tucked away
In the envelope marked
“Burial Instructions”.
As to that,
Dispose of me as you wish.
I’m dead.
What do I care what you do with me?
But before you do anything
Crack open my skull
And extract the device embedded in my brain.
View the holograms of my demise.
Know me in death as you never could in life.
Watch and learn who I really was
Not who you thought me to be.
See how I crept through the alleyways
Stalking those who preyed on the innocents among us.
I walked in the shadows
Waiting to scent the rising lust of a would-be slaughter.
Oh there was slaughter all right.
Just not the originally intended victims.
Not if I could help it.
And even after,
If I was too late,
There was added carnage before the night was through.
Always.
No, my deeds never made it to the public eye.
Why?
I was far too thorough for that.
When I was through there wasn’t enough left to identify the predators.
I made sure of it.
A pile of slush washed away in the next rain was all there ever was.
Sorry I can’t tell you how many kills I’ve made
How many hunts I’ve orchestrated.
At last count there were 342
But so much has happened since then
I couldn’t keep track of it all.
You’ll see when you watch.
I wonder who did me in.
Must have been some nasty fuck, that’s for sure.
Anything less didn’t stand a chance.
Talk amongst yourselves as you view my life’s work.
Study my technique.
Learn all you can.
Someone needs to step up and take my place.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Ta Da!



Releasing Wednesday from Ellora's Cave, Questing, the first in my Cosmic Connections series.

Blurb

Jordan McKade knows Kiley Fisher is his destiny the second he sees her. She, however, needs a lot more time to accept it. The last thing he wants to do is scare her away before she’s ready and it takes more self-control than he ever thought he possessed not to blurt out how desperately he wants to fuck her no matter how true it is.

Kiley’s problem isn’t that she doesn’t want him. It’s that she’s intimidated by the super sexy Jordan with his overwhelming business success and his voice that is so sinfully sensual she is ready to come every time he speaks to her.

When a no-good crook uses Kiley in his nefarious plans to save his own ass, Jordan comes to her rescue which finally lands them in a setting where they can no longer resist each other and the chemistry that’s been slowly building between them ignites in an inferno of passion.

Excerpt - Adult Content

“Do you know I can practically feel it everywhere you look at me? How can I be so excited, so ready for you when you haven’t touched me yet?”

“The same way I am.”

“Oh yeah,” she giggled.

“You’re beautiful, Kiley. I could look at you forever.”

“Oh really?” She smiled seductively. “Just look, not touch?” She backed away and slowly turned all the way around. “You make me feel like doing things I’ve never imagined even wanting to.”

“Like what?” Jordan was fascinated.

“Well, like last night. The thought of touching myself in front of someone…of actually wanting to do it again.” Kiley lifted her breasts to him, caressing herself, squeezing her nipples before she slid her palms down her sides, over her hips, finally settling on her thighs. “Did you like last night, Jordan?” She inched her hands between her legs.

“You know I did.”

Jordan groaned when she slid her fingers along her slit, dipping one in inside only to remove it quickly and put it in her mouth. “Hmm, I liked that better on your tongue.”

“Kiley.” Jordan reached for her but she took another step backward.

“Hold on, Jordan. I’m getting an idea here.” She smiled again. “I liked tasting you too. I’m wondering what we’d taste like together. Would you be too sensitive for me to lick right after you come?”

She was killing him. “Immediately after, yes but if you let me rest inside you for a minute I could probably take it.”

“Good. I wonder why I want to do these things with you?”

“Because you know I love you.”

“Could be. Or maybe I trust you and know I can do anything without needing to be afraid of you hurting me.”

“You’re right about that. You may drive me absolutely wild but I’ll never hurt you no matter how savage you make me feel.”

“I never had a conversation with an erect, naked man before. I think this turns me on.”

“Do you have frequent conversations with naked, limp men?”

“No,” she giggled.

“That’s because no man could ever be limp with you naked.”

“Do I really make you feel wild, Jordan?” She was walking around the table.

“Hell yes, Kiley!”

“Savage?”

“Absolutely.”

“Do you want me right now?”

“You know I do.”

“Do you want to be inside me, filling me, feeling me clenching around you?”

“Kiley,” he growled.

“Would you push all the way in and then slide almost out? Would you pump into me over and over, harder and faster until I screamed from the pleasure you gave me?”

“Oh my God.”

“When you feel me come, would you lose control and come too? Deep inside me?”

“Hell yes.”

“I’m so wet, Jordan. Just thinking about it makes me so hot, so ready for you. I never felt so sexual or so desirable. I can see that you’re barely able to stand there and not take me. You want to be in me so much, don’t you?”

“Damn it, Kiley. Stop pushing me!”

“Why? Can I push you too far? What happens if I do? Will you ravish me? Toss me on the floor and do what we both want?”

“Stop, Kiley. Please.”

“No, Jordan. You make me wild too. I’ve never felt like this before. I want to try everything with you. Everything from tender lovemaking to lusty, out of control sex.” She rolled her nipples between her fingers again. “Will you be uncontrolled for me now, Jordan?”

“Don’t do this, Kiley. Once we start, we’ll have to ride it out.”

“Ooh, ride it out. That’s it! I’ve never done this either but,” she moved in front of him and turned to lie facedown across the table, “Ride me, Jordan,” she urged, resting on her forearms, peeking over her shoulder.

Monday, August 24, 2009

Information


I read an article today about late blight which is affecting local tomatoes and potatoes. There’s usually some around here and there but partly do to the wetter, cooler summer, it’s much more widespread than normal. And apparently there’s more than one strain around too. This year it’s also being found on eggplants and peppers.

So you know, blight first appears on tomato leaves as a brown spot with white fungus on the upper surface. There’s much more fungus on the underside of the leaves. It spreads to the fruit as brown or black spots. On the heavily infested tomatoes there’ll be a mold-like substance inside.

The best way to control it, according to the article, is to inspect your plants thoroughly and often. Pull any that are showing signs of blight. Do not toss them on your compost heap. That’ll allow the pathogens that cause the blight to spread. Instead, put the plants in a plastic bag and then discard or bury at least two feet deep. You could also use pesticides but be sure you follow the precaution warning closely. And do you really want to eat tomatoes after they’re sprayed with something that you have to wear a biohazard suit to apply?

If you’re doing any canning, make sure you use fruit with limited or no disease although the USDA claims eating the fungus will not really hurt you. Um, okay. That’s something I prefer not to find out. I’m not much of a tomato person to begin with so going without this year is no hardship for me personally.

However, blight spreads quickly and easily and can wipe out entire crops in no time. People live for their homemade sauce and that’s a real shame because many will not get to make it this year.

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Sunday, August 23, 2009

Time Out

I was weeding my yard this weekend since it finally cooled down a bit. Okay, cool is an exaggeration but I could go out there without passing out in five minutes. Over the past few weeks I haven’t been able to say that so this weekend was it. After this it’ll be one more time to get ready for winter. As much as I enjoy my flowers I do so love the sound of that.

Yesterday was uneventful. I quit because I used the last trash bag. Yeah, I know. Supposed to check that first, before starting to work but it was still hot and I was sweaty so it seemed a good excuse to go in.

Today, after going to the store, I was determined to finish. I did the hard part yesterday so it should have been easy. Well it was for the most part but there’s a little section I didn’t get weeded.

Why not? No, I’m not lazy. I ran into a snag and it won. Now I know what’s been making the magnificent webs I’ve been seeing all summer. I decided I upset it enough, destroying all its handiwork and it seemed somewhat agitated so I left it in peace for the afternoon. I did give fair warning that I’d be back next weekend to finish and suggested it move to a patch I’ve already weeded so hopefully it will.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Pardon the Interruption


Sorry but reality intruded in a harsh way today and I need to ramble. Years ago I had a friend, an adopted niece I cared a great deal about. She was, is a sweet kid with a sweet kid of her own. Not long after she had her daughter it was discovered she has a brain tumor. She’s had a lot of trouble over the years but is once again in remission.

One of the main things that saving her life has done is steal most of her memory. You know the movie Fifty First Dates? It’s not funny when it’s the life of someone you know. Anyway, due to circumstances I’d rather not discuss, T and I had a parting of the ways. Her choice, not mine. Even though she doesn’t remember me most of the time I still care, foolishly perhaps.

She called today as she does from time to time when she forgets we don’t associate any longer. We had a conversation like we used to back when we were close. Great but it brought up a lot of painful memories for me, memories that perhaps she’s lucky not to share.

It always throws me when she reappears like this even though I know it’s going to happen every now and then. Perhaps I should become cold enough to not answer when I see it’s her calling but what if something’s really wrong, like her tumor’s growing again?

Sometimes life just sucks and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.