My mind that is. Well, mostly. Or should I say it’s not like it usually is in there. Generally there are about 87 different things going on all at once. Me, my characters, the others that sometimes occupy my head. But today it’s quiet. Almost as if we’re all waiting for something. No idea what it may be and frankly, I’m too tired to worry about it.
Odds are what’s coming won’t be good but what if just this once, it is? What if it’s something spectacular? What a waste it would be to use up all sorts of stress and worry and then have it turn out to be unfounded. Therefore, I’m not going to. I’m going to relinquish my normal stance of wanting to know what next and just let whatever is going to happen, happen. Not like I really stand much of a chance of stopping it anyway, is there?
So now what the heck am I going to do with myself tonight since I won’t be poking at contingencies and examining probabilities? Dunno. Any suggestions?
Odds are what’s coming won’t be good but what if just this once, it is? What if it’s something spectacular? What a waste it would be to use up all sorts of stress and worry and then have it turn out to be unfounded. Therefore, I’m not going to. I’m going to relinquish my normal stance of wanting to know what next and just let whatever is going to happen, happen. Not like I really stand much of a chance of stopping it anyway, is there?
So now what the heck am I going to do with myself tonight since I won’t be poking at contingencies and examining probabilities? Dunno. Any suggestions?
2 comments:
Sometimes you just have to sit back and plan for the BEST instead of the bad stuff. Be optimistic, Ms. Hellbitch! Good things are always waiting out there.
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