I am so far beyond enraged the word hasn't been invented yet.
I was driving along, minding my own business, on my way to pick up more food for the little boys when I passed a truck load of men with my father's canoe tied to the roof of the truck. My father's canoe. MY. FATHER'S. CANOE. The one that my ex stole from me. Bastard!
I was in the process of turning my car around to go after them when I realized
what I was doing and managed to stop myself. Barely. Just barely. It was so close though. All I can say is that it's a damn good thing that we were both driving and not stopped on opposite sides of a traffic light because if we had been I would have been out of the car running on pure reaction, no thought involved.
I was driving along, minding my own business, on my way to pick up more food for the little boys when I passed a truck load of men with my father's canoe tied to the roof of the truck. My father's canoe. MY. FATHER'S. CANOE. The one that my ex stole from me. Bastard!
I was in the process of turning my car around to go after them when I realized
what I was doing and managed to stop myself. Barely. Just barely. It was so close though. All I can say is that it's a damn good thing that we were both driving and not stopped on opposite sides of a traffic light because if we had been I would have been out of the car running on pure reaction, no thought involved.Now before you ask, yes, I am positive it was my father's canoe becaue it had very distinctive 
markings on it that even upside down at 45 mph I could easily recognize. I'm furious, not delusional. Maybe I'm looking at this the wrong way. Maybe I should be telling myself my dad would be happy his canoe is being used instead of angry because it's being used by someone other than me. Nope, not doing it today. Still major pissed. I think I'll go before I take this out inappropriately. It's my ex I'm mad at. Much madder still than I thought I was. Hm, good thing he's around right now or I might be tempted to demonstrate exactly how angry I am and today I think I'd be willing to make an exception on that whole non-violence thing I practice.
markings on it that even upside down at 45 mph I could easily recognize. I'm furious, not delusional. Maybe I'm looking at this the wrong way. Maybe I should be telling myself my dad would be happy his canoe is being used instead of angry because it's being used by someone other than me. Nope, not doing it today. Still major pissed. I think I'll go before I take this out inappropriately. It's my ex I'm mad at. Much madder still than I thought I was. Hm, good thing he's around right now or I might be tempted to demonstrate exactly how angry I am and today I think I'd be willing to make an exception on that whole non-violence thing I practice.
